Er - that "we'll miss you" is for you backing off on posting. I, for one, like hearing as much about your life as your work with buffy. And if you do stop running the archive, well, maybe someone will decide to take over. Who knows. But you should be proud of what you've done. AAS is the most comprehensive archive for the character Spike. Not btvs, not a pairing, just Spike. And there's no such thing as a 'bad' fic in it. That's very much something to be proud of.