rusty_halo | Doctor Who 4×13

I'm crying my eyes out here. Obviously.

That was PERFECT. The most perfect everything and OMG he sent everyone away because he bought into what Davros said, he blamed himself and hated himself and believed that he turned all his friends into killers and he sent everyone away and punished himself OMG HE SENT ROSE AWAY, yes because he wanted her to be happy but that "you have to teach the other me" was bullshit, he could've easily kept them both with him, omg he sent her away because he hated himself and wanted to punish himself and...

Aaaahhh and I'm happy for Rose and everything, even though she doesn't have time and space, she has (a version of) the Doctor, this is actually what my shippy soul was hoping for, and WHEN THEY KISSED OMG I WAS SCREAMING AND CRYING AND AND

DONNA. I'm turning into an hysterical wreck again. I want Donna back. It's not fair. Yes I'm at the emotional state of a four year old right now. GIVE ME DONNA BACK. FIX HER.

And the Doctor. Hating himself and alone and broken and OMG WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT.

*cries more*

My friend is here raving about how she hates romance and how old Who is better so um I'm ignoring her because I really really really can't deal with that right now.

But the Doctor kissed Rose and he told her he loved her but it wasn't HIM and....

*cries*

Okay I have to go wash my face and serve cupcakes and be nice again.

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