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I hate everything that I write.

Like this. I was trying to figure out how to take the “I”s and “me”s out, but I couldn’t. I wanted to write about why Paul is amazing, not about the impact Paul had on me personally, which is irrelevant. But I couldn’t separate the two; everything became generic and weirdly removed when I took out the “I”s and “me”s.

But with them in, it’s like, god, so narcissistic and who fucking cares.

I was crying as I wrote the post – it’s trying to describe something that meant so much to me – but when I read it, the emotion isn’t there at all. I don’t understand. I feel these things so intensely, but I can’t communicate them at all.

I’m going to make a filter for my overly personal Sleep No More posts so I can stop spamming you guys. Please comment if you want to be on it. (I might still post the generic ones publicly, sorry.)

Originally published at rusty-halo.com. You can comment here or there.

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Date: 2013-02-17 08:55 pm (UTC)
chase820: (Default)
From: [personal profile] chase820
I like reading all of your Sleep No More posts.

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Date: 2013-02-17 09:10 pm (UTC)
chase820: (Default)
From: [personal profile] chase820
I would almost certainly find it interesting, just based upon your descriptions. Also, it's full of slender, big-eyed men with high cheekbones, so even if I didn't like the play, I could enjoy the scenery. :)

I don't know when I'll make it out of Florida again, though. I'm moving this summer, and that's going to take all of my discretionary cash. :(

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Date: 2013-02-17 10:27 pm (UTC)
par_avion: (Anything Goes)
From: [personal profile] par_avion
I enjoy the Sleep No More posts!

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Date: 2013-02-17 10:50 pm (UTC)
cindergal: (SPN Sam Dean Impala)
From: [personal profile] cindergal
I enjoy reading them too, so put me on the filter.

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Date: 2013-02-18 01:14 am (UTC)
carolyn_claire: (Default)
From: [personal profile] carolyn_claire
Yes, please!

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Date: 2013-02-18 04:22 pm (UTC)
king_touchy: Sherlock Holmes from BBC Sherlock (Sherlock)
From: [personal profile] king_touchy
I want to read all of the posts, so do please include me.

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Date: 2013-02-19 01:39 am (UTC)
king_touchy: Johnny Lee Miller as Holmes reading (reading)
From: [personal profile] king_touchy
I was drawn in by your talk of writing the post you linked. I enjoy reading about media written by people passionate about their subject. As for the show, I've heard of it -- probably through reading your posts, actually -- and it sounds fascinating. I wonder if I'll ever experience it, though. I'm mildly intimidated by the format, though I'm irritated at myself for feeling so. I'd prefer not to go alone. And the cost of a trip to NYC is a factor.

As for me, I'm just a fannish person on the earth, enjoying the media and the fanfic and the sense of community of reading and commenting on dreamwidth.

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Date: 2013-02-19 02:57 am (UTC)
king_touchy: Sherlock Holmes from BBC Sherlock (Sherlock)
From: [personal profile] king_touchy
Ha! Not easily scared away by weird, and I'm appreciative of frank opinions.

I wish I both had more time and opportunity to see theater. I might be taking a trip to NYC for other reasons. That might be a good opportunity to see something. In the meantime I like reading about it.

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Date: 2013-02-24 08:27 pm (UTC)
king_touchy: Sherlock Holmes from BBC Sherlock (Sherlock)
From: [personal profile] king_touchy
Email me. I might actually be in NYC soon if you're sincere about attending a show. kingtouchy at gmail

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Date: 2013-02-18 06:00 pm (UTC)
nutmeg3: (Gryphon by semyaza)
From: [personal profile] nutmeg3
Please keep me on the SNM filter. It sounds fascinating, and I would love to go someday.

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Date: 2013-02-19 03:18 am (UTC)
soundingsea: (Default)
From: [personal profile] soundingsea

You know I want to be on ALL THE FILTERS.
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Date: 2013-02-21 04:50 am (UTC)
chase820: (Default)
From: [personal profile] chase820
Okay, now I can see them. Maybe it was a temporary glitch?

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Date: 2013-02-20 11:25 pm (UTC)
10zlaine: (Default)
From: [personal profile] 10zlaine
lol loser. OF COURSE I WANT IN ON IT. you know, for how often i'm here...


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