Jun. 22nd, 2013 09:52 pm
[personal profile] rusty_halo

I miss you guys. I feel like this is the only place on the Internet that I can write my honest feelings.

It’s my last day before I leave London and I’m suddenly feeling so overwhelmed and sad.

I wrote on Tumblr about tonight’s show, that it was magical to me, and it was, but it’s like the evil inverse of a wonderful artistic experience is the awful comedown back to reality. Plus all this self-doubt and feeling like I’m stupid and my reactions are all wrong.

I can’t be anyone other than who I am. Obviously I’m biased; I came here to see performers who I already think are wonderful. And I honestly thought they were wonderful here. I felt so glad to see them.

In the end, I don’t know what I want out of this. It’s so much easier with music; I’ve never wondered what the point is with music. But then I’ve never spent thousands of dollars to fly across the ocean for music.

Originally published at You can comment here or there.

(no subject)

Date: 2013-06-23 04:22 pm (UTC)
carolyn_claire: (Default)
From: [personal profile] carolyn_claire
There are no wrong reactions to art--that's what art's all about. That you enjoy it so much is great. A life without passion in it would be pointless. Existence is good; passion is awesome.

(no subject)

Date: 2013-06-29 08:55 am (UTC)
revdorothyl: missmurchsion made this (Default)
From: [personal profile] revdorothyl
I second what Carolyn_Clare said in her comment -- 'wrong' doesn't enter into it when talking about your feelings for art.

And I hope you have a wonderful birthday today, with many happy returns of the day in future, wherever your passion takes you.

I blog about fannish things. Busy with work so don't update often. Mirrored at

June 2017

456789 10

Most Popular Tags

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags