rusty_halo ([personal profile] rusty_halo) wrote2003-06-19 01:06 pm

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After work yesterday I went to this vegan bakery in the West Village called Sacred Chow. They have very yummy food, and I was hoping for some sweets to cheer me up. So I ended up buying two chocolate chip brownies, a chocolate covered coconut bar, and a piece of vegan coffee cake (I haven't had coffee cake since I went vegan eight years ago, but [livejournal.com profile] wiseacress mentioned it the other day and I've been craving it ever since). Everything was very good. Oh, and I bought a vegan piña colada.

I love piña coladas. When I lived in Puerto Rico (for a year, when I was nine), they sold piña coladas everywhere. My mom used to take my brother and me to Pizza Hut after school, where I'd order a supreme pizza and a piña colada (sín rum). Then we'd play the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles video game, which was incredibly fun, because it's a four player game, and new people can join anytime. So you'd usually come in in the middle of a game, and meet new people, and work together with strangers. It was a neat bonding experience. I was always Donatello (if he wasn't already taken), because he was my favorite character: the quirky, creative, smart one. Leonardo was too bossy, and Michaelangelo was too silly, and Raphael was too mean. But Donatello was cool.

Anyway...

So I bought baked goods, and then I went home and caught the last part of "Tough Love" on FX. That episode has one of my all-time favorite Spike moments. Spike and Dawn are underground, hiding from Glory, and Dawn worries that she's evil and that it's her fault that people she loves are getting hurt. The look on Spike's face is so incredibly sympathetic; he's got tears in his eyes listening to her blame herself. And then he tries to minimize his pain (even though he's covered in bruises and limping pathetically) to make her feel better. And my favorite part: Spike reaches over to touch her hair, but when she looks up he quickly pulls away. I love that, Spike wants so much to connect and comfort her, but he's so uncomfortable with it at the same time.

And btw, this was not James Marsters "subverting the writer's intent"; it's in the shooting script:



After a moment, he tentatively reaches out a hand to pat her head.

SPIKE
(comfortingly)
Hey.

Just as she whirls at him, her eyes flashing:

DAWN
You want to know what I'm scared of, Spike?

In an instant, Spike withdraws his hand and makes like he was just planning on running it through his hair--cool-like.



My cat Lucifer is half dog (in spirit if not biology) and he can be terribly clumsy. He's always lying down on things, getting really relaxed, stretching out, and then rolling off and falling. Then he'll land, check if anyone saw him, and pretend that he meant to do that all along; he didn't really fall. That's like Spike here.

So, then I tried to go to sleep, because I'd only slept about three hours the night before, but my roommate came home and started watching Fox News at top volume. Everything on that channel makes me nauseated, so I turned on my TV to drown it out, and ended up watching "Lethal Weapon 3."

Now, that's an interesting film. On the surface, the whole thing seems to be one big affirmation of heterosexual masculinity; it's all action and guns and male bonding and tough guy posturing. The only women are sexual partners and daughters, except for the touchy feely psychologist who gets mocked relentlessly. Rene Russo proves her "worthiness" by being "one of the guys"; her sex scene with Mel Gibson comes after they remove most of their clothing comparing scars. And later he drools over her ability to kick ass in a fight.

But then, it also seems like all this hyper masculinity is kind of a cover, because this is one of the slashiest movies I've ever seen. Mel Gibson and Danny Glover are constantly touching each other throughout the movie. There are more crying men in this film than there are crying women in a typical Lifetime Original Weepfest. The central aspect is the relationship between Glover and Gibson. We see over and over that they'd die for each other, that they can complete each other's sentences, etc. There's one scene where they get drunk together, and Gibson's character goes on about how Glover's character is his life, and has given his life meaning, and then they cry, and Glover confesses that he loves Gibson's character. Seriously!

And I kind of think they're trying to mask the slashiness by acknowledging it, because there are a number of jokes about those two. Like Joe Pesci walks in on the two of them wrestling, and they look up, clutching each other, and go "It's not what you think!" And after the drunken crying "I love you" scene, they fall into the water and the cops come by and shine the spotlight on the two of them in the water together. By acknowledging the subtext and making it a joke, it kind of takes the power away. And of course, at the end there's the obligatory affirmation of heterosexual love; Glover and his wife fall into the bath together, and Gibson goes off to see Rene Russo in the hospital.

Anyway ... these are just some random and not very deep thoughts after seeing the movie last night. It might make an interesting paper topic someday, maybe.

ETA:

Great post by [livejournal.com profile] rabid1st extolling the virtues of "Intervention":
http://www.livejournal.com/users/rabid1st/6542.html

Yummy Spike/Faith from [livejournal.com profile] db2305:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/db2305/18737.html

And [livejournal.com profile] wiseacress is still writing that wonderful, wonderful S/X H/C.

[identity profile] buffyx.livejournal.com 2003-06-19 10:15 am (UTC)(link)

I love that, Spike wants so much to connect and comfort her, but he's so uncomfortable with it at the same time.

Awww. I watched that last night and got all mushy too. I still don't understand how JM can just go and trivialize the S/D friendship that way. Sigh. It was one of my absolute favorite storylines of the series, and I'm still bitter that they dropped it and left the two of them on such bad terms. Grrr. Sigh. I guess there's always fanfic.

[identity profile] ww1614.livejournal.com 2003-06-19 10:50 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure JM [b]is[/b] to blame for that scene. I'm sure that Rebecca wanted to write "Spike smacks Dawn with the back of his hand and says 'Stop whining, Bitch,'" but then JM snuck in to her office, wrestled her to the ground, and forced her to write the part about reaching out to touch her hair comfortingly.

Don't be surprised if JM admits to this at the next con. ;)

[identity profile] rusty_halo.livejournal.com 2003-06-19 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Hehe, yeah, right, it must be his fault after all...

[identity profile] magarettt.livejournal.com 2003-06-19 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, what does H/C stand for? I went and read the fic, and loved it (oops, I should leave feedback), but I see S/X and can't figure out what H/C is. The only H I can think of is Halfrek. Halfrek/Cordelia? Halfrek/Connor?

Thanks for explaining all these abbreviations to me. :)

[identity profile] rusty_halo.livejournal.com 2003-06-19 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
H/C (or h/c) stands for "hurt/comfort." It's a genre or aspect of fic in which one character is hurt, and another character offers comfort.

According to http://www.katspace.net/fandef.php:

A story in which one of the characters is physically or emotionally hurt (injured, sick or tortured) and the other character (before or after rescuing them) has to comfort the first one. This form of story goes across many fandoms, and certain characters are favourites for making the victim of the author's sadistic whims. Blair from Sentinel, Daniel from Stargate SG-1 and Avon from B7 to name a few. Also called h/c for short.

Not that the brilliant and wonderful writing of the ultra-talented [livejournal.com profile] wiseacress can be reduced to a mere clichéd genre definition...

[identity profile] cindergal.livejournal.com 2003-06-19 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, Tough Love - love that episode. Watching Intervention followed by Tough Love last night reaffirmed that Season 5 is definitely my favorite season. The relationships are just so rich - Tara and Willow, Spike's friendship with Dawn. I love how Giles is comforting Willow and at the same time realizes Glory's minion is behind the door and casually clocks him with it. That's my Giles. And Buffy. I love season 5 Buffy.

[identity profile] magarettt.livejournal.com 2003-06-19 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks.

:goes to learn other definitions:

Yes, sadly, I have been know to flip through the dictionary (a regular Webster's) just for the pleasure of saying: "Oh! I never knew that word!"
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[personal profile] herself_nyc 2003-06-19 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
You were right near me today! I'm glad you got goodies.

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/beingboring_/ 2003-06-19 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Good to know someone else knows the superior qualities of Donatello. He was so smart and clever and wore purple...sigh.
BTW, you give good babble!

[identity profile] onetwomany.livejournal.com 2003-06-20 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
Totally with you both on Donatello. He was always 'my' turtle - I even choose to study using the jo (medium staff) because he got me all inspired :D

And damn, now I have that Turtle Power song in my head...

[identity profile] rusty_halo.livejournal.com 2003-06-20 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
I guess there's always fanfic.

That's what I always say.

Yeah, the S/D friendship was wonderful. Now that the series is over, I'm just pretending that "Roundabout" and/or "Old Blood" were the real resolutions to that story.

[identity profile] rusty_halo.livejournal.com 2003-06-20 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
Same here. Season 5 is absolutely my favorite; when I think of it, the first things that pop into my mind are all positive (which is definitely not true for many of the other seasons). And despite my current overwhelming and all-consuming Buffy-hate, I actually did like her quite a bit the first time I saw season five.

You're right about the relationships. After season five, they never did achieve that kind of believable and truly touching emotional bonds between characters. I really think it's because they took the time for the little moments--Giles listening to the song from "Band Candy" and mourning Joyce, Spike reaching out to touch Dawn's hair, Willow taking care of insane Tara--which they tended to gloss over in later seasons. In season five, they SHOWED us why these relationships meant something, instead of TELLING us what we were supposed to think.

[identity profile] rusty_halo.livejournal.com 2003-06-20 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, that's right! Cool.

Yup, the goodies were very good. :)

[identity profile] rusty_halo.livejournal.com 2003-06-20 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
Hehe, thanks. Yep, Donatello kicks ass.

[identity profile] rusty_halo.livejournal.com 2003-06-20 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
That's pretty cool that a Ninja turtle got you to study martial arts. See the power that entertainment has over our lives, to inspire us to do better things.... lol.

Hey, that's a good song! Don't dis the Turtle Power song...

Right now I have Vanilla Ice stuck in my head, which is stupid, because I always liked the cartoon better than the movies. (Although, the first movie did have Corey Feldman ... as Donatello, no less ... so it wasn't all bad.)