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Feb. 14th, 2003 01:58 amMy conviction to avoid episode 17 spoilers lasted a grand total of four hours. I have no willpower.
I can't wait for the episode; looks like it might be the best of the season. :)
( thoughts on ep 17 spoilers )
I would probably never have read Peasant's fic if it hadn't been recommended to me, but I'm very glad that I did, as it's quite good. I particularly recommend "Sweet William," written after "Fool for Love," which is Peasant's attempt to explain how the William of "Fool for Love" became the Spike we know today. It's probably soon to be Jossed, so I'd recommend reading it now. :)
And in real life news, I saw my ex today for the first time in months. The split was amicable; I broke it off because I felt that I was being treated unfairly, and he pretty much agreed. We kept in touch for a while, but then drifted apart. I had no idea how to react to him today; it was terribly awkward, but we ended up having a nice talk. He explained a few things from the past, and we caught up with each other's current lives. I kept resisting the urge to hug him. I would really, really love to have that safe feeling that comes from being in his arms again. Even though I haven't spoken to him in months, he's still the closest person to me in the whole world, and I miss him terribly. But I know that the relationship is impossible, and I'm not going to get sucked into it again. I'm still just kind of shell-shocked from seeing him, as it was completely unexpected.
I can't wait for the episode; looks like it might be the best of the season. :)
( thoughts on ep 17 spoilers )
I would probably never have read Peasant's fic if it hadn't been recommended to me, but I'm very glad that I did, as it's quite good. I particularly recommend "Sweet William," written after "Fool for Love," which is Peasant's attempt to explain how the William of "Fool for Love" became the Spike we know today. It's probably soon to be Jossed, so I'd recommend reading it now. :)
And in real life news, I saw my ex today for the first time in months. The split was amicable; I broke it off because I felt that I was being treated unfairly, and he pretty much agreed. We kept in touch for a while, but then drifted apart. I had no idea how to react to him today; it was terribly awkward, but we ended up having a nice talk. He explained a few things from the past, and we caught up with each other's current lives. I kept resisting the urge to hug him. I would really, really love to have that safe feeling that comes from being in his arms again. Even though I haven't spoken to him in months, he's still the closest person to me in the whole world, and I miss him terribly. But I know that the relationship is impossible, and I'm not going to get sucked into it again. I'm still just kind of shell-shocked from seeing him, as it was completely unexpected.